School had started for almost 3 weeks, my classes are so far so good, and this should be the easiest semester I have ever had in USC, no project, no presentation....what I need is just do good on midterms and finals

For the grad sch, I started to prepare for it, and I did take a look on the sch choices.....I dunno what should I do, or what strategies I should use.....I felt like I went back to 2 yrs ago...stay or leave....where should I go...and what am I really look for......but I did feel the difference...from the influence of USC....I am no longer just study for study....I guess I am getting more exposed to the real world situation....what ppl mean the 'brand sch effect'...I knew sth real, but I also knew that's the answer I dun want to know...u wanna get into a gd sch, not just only getting a good score, but also a bunch of recommendation letters...and how do u get the letters?? well, 'hang out' more with your profs, plz...

This morning, received a call from my mom, talking about the surgery result of my cat....I sound kinda indifference in the conversation with my mom...I dunno why I do that, but i know my mom feel a bit weird about my reaction too....after the call, keep thinking more about my cat, seriously I am really care about my cat....she is not just my pet, but a friend, a buddy, or even my family member....17 yrs man...I can't just so cold-blood to let her go....I thought of many memories with her....I started recalled what I promise to myself 4 yrs ago....I started to blame on how lame I am in school....I really can't lost both my dog and cat just within a summer....the only summer where I didn't go back to HK....is that the fate? Many 'What if...' came out in my mind after the call....lagged, lazy, wasting time, maybe this is what my current status is....

I prayed to god today, my most dedicated pray to the god...I hope he can let my cat live longer...at least until the date I go back to HK... I can do whatever he wants me to do....that's the deal....I know god won't ask for sth back from me...but I guess I still belive the rule of  'equal trade'....bring sth worth and other will give u back the same value 

I know...I can't just step on the same ground...and I promise...I won't forget the promise I make to you